Life I have found, isn't a sure thing.
Not even in the slightest.
You don’t get to be in control of it.
You get to fight with it, and hope you come out alive on the other side.
You get to battle day after day, for what you are convinced you want and the very next day you get to watch all of that being taken away from you.
The war is here because of you.
Because of the choices you make.
You won't always get the privilege of walking into the battle with your head held high.
You're going to fall on your ass a million times it seems some days, before you find out what the right thing is. Before you find out which way is the right way for you.
And you're going to mourn the people you lose.
Weather it be by death, pride, hate or a general misunderstanding.
Let me tell you that you are going to miss them so bad.
The people you grow up with, the ones who you spent high school with, the ones who talked you out of taking your own life, one day… suddenly- all of them will be gone.
The ones you thought you could never picture your life without.
The ones you truly cared about.
Because of your selfishness.
And because of theirs.
Because of too much communication.
And because of a lack of it.
You will quickly find that, in life- you will never win. You won't. Not without a price.
You will fight the battle all fucking day but at the end of it you will come up short.
Because you don't get to choose when you have dues to pay and when you have demons to fight off.
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